okay, so that was actually the worst thing i’ve ever done.
i would actually tell my mum i don’t believe in god right now, but it’s such bad timing. she’s going away tomorrow, and i have to go to church on sunday either way, cause my dad can’t handle the kids by himself. and we have lunch at my nana’s after…
i really wish i could just get it out there. i feel so disrespectful and disgusted at myself. i know people take their religion so seriously, and it’s wrong how i just don’t care.
also i have avoided blogging for so long because i don’t actually want people to read these things. =/ this is a bad idea.